Do you ever have those thoughts where you don’t know what’s real and what’s not. Well tonight that popped in my head. I’m not sure what the real reason was but I think I figured it out. I’ve all ways tried to make the best of everything. Ya I have times were I get mad and do stuff where I yell. But lately I just feel like there’s a problem and it’s not going away. I’ve tried my hardest to help but never feels like I can accomplish that. I feel like I’m never going to be the best for you and that’s all I want.